Happy Spanksgiving!

I know, bad Mistress for not updating My blog sooner.

Wow. Lots and lots of developments.

Long story short, troubling health issues progressed to a point over the summer where I was forced to go to the doctor and finally got a diagnosis. No, I'm not dying, but I now know I have a chronic illness I'll have with me until I die that explains years of miscellaneous issues I never realized were interconnected. The good news is while I can't manage all aspects of my illness with medication, the crippling fatigue is managed with medication, so at least I'm back to a functioning level again.

"So what about you and b?" you ask? Yes, I'm still playing with b, with blessings all around from both our spouses, although our relationship has deepened as we've discovered some aspects of our impact play actually help alleviate some of my chronic pain. b is mentoring nakeysub and yes, I've bottomed to Mr. B in public several times now. The running joke is that I never say "never" to b/Mr. B anymore because H/he has this sneaky way of turning my "nevers" into "yes pleases." LOL

I've spent most of the past couple of months trying to catch up from my health issues and get my metaphorical (and literal) legs back under me. There's some days I can barely drag myself out of bed, so I've learned to prioritize and not push myself. Which has been a really hard thing to do because I'm not used to being "lazy." I hate feeling helpless.

And actually, both hubby and Mr. B have been a source of sanity during this adjustment period for me, both of them encouraging and supportive and it's good to have them in my corner.

Yes, I'm working on more installments of "Cabron." :) Don't worry, I will finish the story. It's just taken me a while to get back to something approaching a fully functioning level and real-life had to take priority, as you can well imagine.

Have a safe holiday!