Countdown.

Ugh. That. Fucking. Alarm. Clock.

I hate that damn thing. Six a.m. comes waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy too fucking early for my liking every day.

nakeysub and I are both looking forward to his retirement in less than two years. He'll still be working, because we've got our own business in addition to my writing and his job. We just started it in hopes it will be able to replace some of his income by the time he retires. But the point is it's a home-based business (no, not Amway, gads I did that with ex-assholio, never again will you get me to draw circles on whiteboards!) and we can set our own hours with it.

Meaning noooooo six a.m. wake-ups. Yay!

I just wanted to roll over and cuddle with nakeysub. Now that I'm feeling back to normal, I'm still dying to bend him over the bed and ream him good with the Feeldoe. (I love that toy.) It's been a while since we've had a good play session with that thing too.

To me, there is something hot about strap-on play. I don't make him fellate the thing or anything like that, but it's the fact that he's totally giving himself over to me in a way that is so trusting and honest. I like the vulnerability, I like the way he drops into subspace like a damn rock tossed into a pond, everything about it. I like how I don't even have to mindfuck him to get him there, he literally does all the work himself, frothing himself up into a good submissive mindset when I talk about doing him with the Feeldoe.

So the countdown to his "retirement" has begun, even though technically it's not a full-time retirement. *LOL* But another thing I admit I'll love is being able to make him work in a collar and wrist cuffs and nothing else if I want. Or if I want to molest him in the middle of the workday, I can do that too. Yum!